I don't wish to die . All I want is to disappear into thin air. I want to become a ghost . I want to run away into the deep forest or go plunge into the sea. There is a storm brewing inside me. I had carelessly and foolishly left the door open, so people came, trampled and walked away. I can't endure more pain, those nightmares haunts me and won't let me sleep .I want to shout till my voice goes away . I want to cry my heart out .Everything needs to be fixed. My face, my body and especially my soul . I am never good enough for anybody .There are faces I don't wish to see , there are places I don't want to go. There are things I don't want to do, they are moments I don't want to breathe. People say time heals everything , but what if time is the only thing you don't have . I am losing out on everything and everyone . I am exhausted.
Someone needs to save 'me' . Someone needs to save me from myself .
