I am not suicidal but just for once all I wish that everything stops
I know it's okay to be not okay
But just for once i wish
If there was a bottle of poison lying out there , maybe I would gulp it in a second
If there was a steep cliff, maybe I would jump off
If there was car speeding at me , maybe I won't move till it hits me hard
If there was a ocean widespread in front of me , maybe I would be still so I keep drowning
Till everything stops, the body , the breath and the beat.